Just Walking Along
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I posted this piece on Facebook and after a few days it occured to me that I really should have posted it to Drawger first. Why? Because here we have an opportunity to discuss process, back story, detail, get more personal in the proper context. Though nothing is private, fine with that.
On the day after the senate decided to do nothing about guns in America, not gun control, guns in America, I went about my routine, saw a lot of blowback on FB, decided I needed to do some more personal work, and the only way I seem to know how is to do editorail art based on stuff that drives me nuts. Guns in America drives me nuts. So I went out walking, I sometimes do this in the early morning just to get my aging body moving, ready for the day. The beginnings of this idea came to me then. It may have been that I had a lot of work to do that day and I wanted to get this personal piece out quick, just to the point, I had a capitol building already. What could I do with that?
So I hastily put together the first image. The way I work things just evolve, I scrap detail, scrap some more, move this, move that. Rarely I get a spark of some kind, got one here, tried to figure out how to make it work, what to leave in, take out etc.
So I posted the art on FB, got lots of response. I had an appointment to have some spinal injections that day. This is important because people need to know about our crazy deadlines, especially the one day Times deadlines. Waiting to be admitted I get an e-mail from Alexandra Zsigmond from the NYTimes letters page saying she saw the FB piece and asked if I had any similar art about the gun issue. Why yes I do but would love to use this piece, so we agreed that I would rework it a bit to make it the Times' piece, different format as well. I cautioned though that I was about to go in for a procedure and if she didn't hear from me in two hours to go another way. Thankfully my treatment went well, got back to my studio with a couple hours to spare and set about reworking it. Some may not see much difference, I see lots, the details on the ends of the bullets, one bullet yet to be loaded, angle of the gun to fit the format, but makes more sense as that's how you load.
I appreciate all the attention I received for this, fact of the matter is I think I have a long strange history of ideas about firearms, mostly adult reasoning but partly due to some childhood memories. My father was an FBI Special agent when I was born. I recall him bringing home those targets and empty shells. I think at that time I was fascinated, this is my dad, a G man. I'll end the story there but sufffice to say, guns are very dangerous. FBI agents are supposed to have guns, I'm cool with that, soldiers and police. It would be a lie if I said my own personal tragedies didn't color my view of guns, they do, and is certainly a factor in how I am drawn to comment on the tragedy I see today. I think hunting is a reasonable thing to do, and would like to learn some day how to hunt properly. I am however not comfortable with ordinary citizens having whatever firepower their hearts desire or skewed sense of entitlement thinks they deserve.
On the day after the senate decided to do nothing about guns in America, not gun control, guns in America, I went about my routine, saw a lot of blowback on FB, decided I needed to do some more personal work, and the only way I seem to know how is to do editorail art based on stuff that drives me nuts. Guns in America drives me nuts. So I went out walking, I sometimes do this in the early morning just to get my aging body moving, ready for the day. The beginnings of this idea came to me then. It may have been that I had a lot of work to do that day and I wanted to get this personal piece out quick, just to the point, I had a capitol building already. What could I do with that?
So I hastily put together the first image. The way I work things just evolve, I scrap detail, scrap some more, move this, move that. Rarely I get a spark of some kind, got one here, tried to figure out how to make it work, what to leave in, take out etc.
So I posted the art on FB, got lots of response. I had an appointment to have some spinal injections that day. This is important because people need to know about our crazy deadlines, especially the one day Times deadlines. Waiting to be admitted I get an e-mail from Alexandra Zsigmond from the NYTimes letters page saying she saw the FB piece and asked if I had any similar art about the gun issue. Why yes I do but would love to use this piece, so we agreed that I would rework it a bit to make it the Times' piece, different format as well. I cautioned though that I was about to go in for a procedure and if she didn't hear from me in two hours to go another way. Thankfully my treatment went well, got back to my studio with a couple hours to spare and set about reworking it. Some may not see much difference, I see lots, the details on the ends of the bullets, one bullet yet to be loaded, angle of the gun to fit the format, but makes more sense as that's how you load.
I appreciate all the attention I received for this, fact of the matter is I think I have a long strange history of ideas about firearms, mostly adult reasoning but partly due to some childhood memories. My father was an FBI Special agent when I was born. I recall him bringing home those targets and empty shells. I think at that time I was fascinated, this is my dad, a G man. I'll end the story there but sufffice to say, guns are very dangerous. FBI agents are supposed to have guns, I'm cool with that, soldiers and police. It would be a lie if I said my own personal tragedies didn't color my view of guns, they do, and is certainly a factor in how I am drawn to comment on the tragedy I see today. I think hunting is a reasonable thing to do, and would like to learn some day how to hunt properly. I am however not comfortable with ordinary citizens having whatever firepower their hearts desire or skewed sense of entitlement thinks they deserve.
















